Monday, December 19, 2011
It's amazing what a little bit of time and some therapy will do for a person! It's been a long time since I was here last and the ups and downs of life haven't stopped but I can honestly look back and see where things are a lot better now! It's a good feeling to know I have come through the dark shadows and I'm still standing! I am enjoying life much more now and feeling more alive than I was before. I am trying to make a conscious effort to make something good of each day and on the days I can't seem to do that I at least look for some little bit of hope that the next day will be better. I used to think"no it won't it will be the same as all the others before it but that's when I was still in the shadows and not seeing clearly. Depression is a funny thing not the haha kind of funny, but odd. It makes things seem hopeless it coulds the minds eye to any hope of a better day but once you realize it and start looking for the good even though the clouds you can find it even if its jsut a tiny shread of hope it is there for the taking...the secret is to take it and run with it and try to find it again tomorrow or even a bigger thread of hope its there you just have to believe it and look.